brokenness damaged get outta my dreams

I was with this girl and we was at some kinda club restaurant place. Then I seen Vincent he was sitting over at the table with his friends. I told my friend I couldn't go over there so I quick turned around and walked the other way. Then it started the tears ran down my face. My friend came back and said he's really nice I said hi to him. I said he's not nice to me he broke my heart. I can't even go over there. Then my friend said well you wanna go blow bubbles and so that's what we did. Then I woke up. 

dreamola

I had a dream I got a letter in the mail that couldn't be read but there was a check inside for 144000. Then it said you get three thousand a month. I wanted to first buy some new furniture. Then pay off debt and get my hair and nails done. Then I woke up and was back to no money and why do I have to wake up I don't want too. There's nothing here go cry again. I don't even care about anything anymore. I'm lazy I don't wanna work. I don't care anymore if I have to go homeless just like I live without income or a family then so be it. I quit!!

where r u ...

Can u feel me? I'm speaking to you inside my mind. I hope you can hear me. I had a wet dream last night you was with me. We make love. I can feel you. I told u how I love you. We so connected even when we aren't. What, how, can we feel present in this absence? Are you just as insane as I? 

why are u still in my head

Why do I still dream about you when I'm trying to forget you. I'm not sure where we was it was some kinda lodge. We was very distant from each other, but I still wanted to move in closer. The other people got I'm the way. There was some killer loose and you asked me to not be afraid and grab the key from him. I tried my best only because you asked me to do it, but I failed. Somehow we crossed paths again and I told you how much a failure I am and you held me in your arms and we kissed. It was so hard to let go. I surrounded myself with a lot of strangers. I ended up in some strange place. I burned the pages. Then I tried to drown myself but failed at that. I couldn't see what was going on outside the glass window. It wasn't covered or dirty it was perfectly clear, but for some weird reason I couldn't see through it. All I know is I woke up alone again without you. 

 

Dreamland stuff

My son, his cousin, and I was going to some beach. We met some older lady with a boy his age. They ran off someplace I ended up somewhere else. This old lady kept giving my son money.  At the hotel I woke up and there was some guy on the chair. He had all this weird stuff donuts behind his ears stealing and how did you get in here? He took a small bottle of blue wine. Who are you why does this room come with extra people? After he left I used the phone and told the hotel there was a strange man in my living room when I woke up. Somehow I ended up back with the old lady and some guy and forgotten that my son's cousin was still with her and not us. Some guy kept asking what kinda M do I have? You mean like a M16? For some reason he thought I had a gun on me. Somehow I ended up in this bar and I noticed that's it's the same place this guy goes to that I knew from the Internet. I was telling Vince about it and he grabbed me and started putting his tongue down my throat sideways which was very weird. I told him I didn't like him drunk kissing he should of been sober. Next I told him about how this place was where this guy hangs at. Then the guy did some hair flip and I said that's who I was talking about I guess he still hangs here. Then I woke up in real life very angry.

banks

I had these four people we was staying in these apartments. We all met up at the sametime after a meeting. We went into this bank grabbed some loot then left. We kept doing this at several places. One of our group members was good at hacking things. The other was some kinda sales guy. I can't remember what anyone looked like. Someone was dressed like a cat. We drank alcohol in soda bottles. We was hiding in a laundry room. One girl got through a crawl space none of of could fit into get out.  I help pushed and lifted her out. I came up with ideas to pretend we got locked in here last night while trying to do laundry. One of the guys was like a spy and got us caught. We got locked away in this building it has it own jail. We started arguing. My parents was at a countertop. There was tons of lines at these counters. My parents got out couldn't get any of us out. One of the guys was standing in the next room listening to us talk. Somehow I ended up in some office then I woke up.

tiny elephant

I was in someplace watching something in a TV . Then I started running around looking for the other TV room it was like a video game map. I was playing ball with some people and this little plastic baby elephant thing. It got blamed for throwing the ball too hard so I taught it to not do that. It spit out the small ball a balloon where did that come from? Then I ask where's the disk? Spit it out. Then I woke up.