sadness dreams

I had a dream again about you. I was so scared always afraid that some girl is going to steal you away from me. Maybe I lack confidence. Which is the most likely outcome for my love life. When I think about it we never take the time out to get to know each other. That's when I realized I live in a fantasy world. in this fantasy world you made the time to make me feel like I'm worth it. I'm special. I also become a better person because of you. You showed me how to be nice kindred spirit and spent time with me going to ____ and doing _____ please fill in the blanks. We smiled and gift each other not just items but a life embarked on a journey together and walked this unknown pathway. You are the light that the darkness ripped out of my heart. We make history together. I could only wish you was there through it all the good the bad the in-between. I want to enjoy the simple pleasures in life. Please respond back to me with love and acceptance. I'm tired of living with ghosts. It hurts. Help me embrace a new way of living with new purpose give me the love I'm currently broken and missing out on. I'm so tired of screaming out into the void. Help me make this work. I need you here.