cruel and twisted

I was at some house where I had to find my way to the basement where the party was everyone was smoking and drinking and playing games dancing etc. Then I went out this elevator that lead to a hotel entrance with an airplane. I somehow left there and was in a hospital having a baby. As soon as I had it I walked out the hospital found the dad and instead of telling him about the baby I asked to look at his tattoos.  Then I left there I was walking around a city calling people to go to the hospital for a pick up no one wanted to. I seen someone I knew with her friend and asked her she just yelled at me for leaving the hospital in the first place. Instead of going back I went to one of my friends house and was talking to her we was about to get on a jet to see some band play. I kept getting smokes from her and then i changed my mind about going and went to go back to the hospital and not sure what happens next i woke up.

a moving nightmare

Jenny and her friend helped me move my stuff into some new place. After they left I was still going threw stuff and then my mom came over. I had 3 sinks in the kitchen and one was leaking why do I need 3 sinks? I dont like it here i wanna go home I didn't even see the bathroom or the upstairs, so I have no ideas what the bedrooms look like. I was too busy in the living room messing with my entertainment until I went for a walk with ryan. I looked out the windows first thinking I don't like this theres no view just some building and a street that scared me. We walked out front there was people but they didn't look like the type of people I like to know and there was nothing but a busy street which scared me. I got to thinking i'm not staying here I don't even know where I'm at where ryan will goto school I don't want him to end up poor I need to go back home where people become rich. We walked across and down there street and there was this historical tourist place or something with tons of boats. We was on the water I was like okay this would be nice if I owned a boat but I can't stay here I'll end up trespassing over here when I get bored. I can see it now locked up for taking a tube inside the water of historic waters. There was some sign that said route 53. I was like where are we? The place we moved into I don't think it has a pool or a gym and I was freaking out and outback was a ocean to the left which i couldn't see from the window. I'm not even sure if we are allowed to use it or not. My mom drove us around to visit some people that lived one place in the area, but everyone I seen I still didn't know where I was I kept saying I need to get back so I can call jenny and her friend to help me go back home I don't know where I am and I don't like it here and if I move and anyone tries to find me they won't know where I'm at. I was at someone place where they was a bench outback and it was really nice I was like I like this place better then the over one I'm not staying where I'm at. Finally Jen caught up with me and I told her I'm leaving tomorrow I'm not staying here you bring me to a place where I don't even know where I'm at don't make me move ever again without letting me know where I'm at first I took  a walk all I liked was the all you can eat seafood place and the boats, but the shithole I was staying in had no access to anything but a busy street where I'm get hit by a car. Which is another story while walking around I found this seafood place and everytime I tried to take a picture of its address it kept changing and these kids kept getting in front of the camera. After I woke up I was glad it was just a dream and I was back where I first lived and stayed.

fishy dream

Subject	oh no!
DateCreated	5/30/2013 2:40:00 AM
PostedDate	5/29/2013 11:40:00 PM
Body	While in dream world I was upset because these people who I was with wouldn't help me save the fish they brought over to my place. I grabbed my fish tank to put them in I didn't have a net then one of the fish bit me. Then the whole tank fell apart. I was so mad I said why are you going to let them die help me! I can't save them every time I get them wet the tank breaks. It's been over two minutes their dead no they aren't look it's still breathing. I had a bigger tank I hurried threw all my fish into it together. Most of them was gold fish but there was this one fish with a weird shaped mouth like a plant flower of some sort. As I went to close the lid on the fish one bent over like dead and the one with the snout flower nose ate my bird! It wrapped its long flower opening mouth around my blue yellow green parakeet. I was so upset these people brought me fish that killed my bird and I already was mad because they was a couple and it wasn't me and then I woke up not knowing the rest.

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Subject	I'm not sure why i keep having nightmares about the bridge
DateCreated	4/24/2013 12:07:00 PM
PostedDate	4/24/2013 9:07:00 AM
Body	I was at the mall buying something then I went to go get us some food. Somehow the road i was supposed to be on changed i ended up at this huge bridge and I went from a car to a bike then to just standing on the bridge and it hooked to me and flung my body around it like a roller coaster. I couldn't breathe underwater at first it was fun then it just scared me. I never got to the food place I was supposed to go because now I was stuck in some kind of booth with these strangers who can't there's no way to cross back you can't go that way. I was like okay wheres my car keys and phone. For some reason they didn't have my stuff they said its with the bridge where i can't reach. I started walking found a road that lead to where I needed to go, but then the old guy in a truck picks me up takes me to my keys and then I still couldn't leave he was killing people in the truck. I found a knife and started slashing at him. I somehow was in a house in a room which was supposed to be mines but not quite. I was hiding from something then someone was helping me make sure the oven would catch fire and be okay. I don't know what happened it's like there was zombies in the house. I kept trying to lock the doors but they had no locks.

strange

Subject	strange dream
DateCreated	3/7/2013 12:44:00 AM
PostedDate	3/6/2013 9:44:00 PM
Body	I was going out to this club i was talking to my dead grandmother about a broken vacuum i tried to throw under a sofa anyhow at the concert my parents was there at a table filling out tickets for the Hollywood undead and i was trying to figure out how to get one to fill out all i had was this yellow piece of paper to carry around i sat at a table with this guy we was talking for awhile then he had to go and jumped on stage and started singing i was like i didn't know he was the singer or even in a band and then i thought wow people must think im really dumb but this club was half empty anyhow so i went to try to find out where to get the ticket that went with the yellow sheet i was carrying around and someone was like fill out the wic worker form and i was like what the hell that's not what i was looking for and then i kept writing someone down and earsing and writing down and then i went to walk back and i got lost and ended up a floor up but i passed the elavtor and didnt take it i was lost inside a mall my parents said everything is over where you take off to i told them i was lost still am then i woke up

zzzzzzzz

Subject	feeling unsafe and scared...
DateCreated	3/4/2013 6:09:00 AM
PostedDate	3/4/2013 3:09:00 AM
Body	I was a news reporter in a helicopter that went down so I jumped got off the ground and was looking for help. I found some guy to help me running away from whatever it was that had a death wish for me so this idiot finds us a house to hide in but i didn't think it was secure enough the doors screen plastic followed by another door that was off its hinge and it was a see through plastic. We took in the neighbors who was standing out front because we didn't want anyone telling the one that's after me here we are. I told everyone to look around the house for something to cover the doors and windows I didn't feel right standing near them. We didn't have enough food in this place. Some people wanted to go home. There was this tube around the front door and window that carry's blood through it somehow that's supposed to create some kind of protection? I went upstairs we was choosing rooms to lay down in I was looking for one that had a window big enough I could climb out and jump if i needed to get free. Out back looked really nice I didn't like the backside of the house either because it was nothing but a huge piece of glass. The yard out there was beautiful.

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Subjectlost in a party is what I'm calling this dreamDateCreated12/5/2012 8:35:00 AMPostedDate12/5/2012 5:35:00 AMBodyI got on a place and went to this party where I was to finally meet this guy I was talking to over the phone for several years. There was was in this building with tons of people eating sitting at tables chatting and dancing. We went outside and I felt so happy we laid in the grass together and he held me so close it felt so nice. We gazed up at the clouds and started talking about what we seen in the sky other people was looking at us and I felt so happy they could see how happy we are. We decided to leave and go to the car some people came with us I'm not sure who they was all I know is one was his best friend. I didn't like this place we was at it really scared me it was like a city with black spray paint on the walls and no humans around and it was dark. I was trying to figure out where we was I didn't even know the state I was in or the city and no one else knew either. None of us knew where we was or how we got there just that we all ended up at the same party. I stopped by a bar and was asking the people who worked there what city and state are we in? Everyone followed me in that was in the car with us. The lady at the bar told me we was in new jersey. I went back outside and the car was towed. Okay this is nuts where the hell is the car we are miles away from home and there's no car! I was really mad somehow after awhile the car reappeared so we all got in. We made it to a very long bridge where we had to walk across it. I see some people paragliding so I decided to sign up. Everyone the two kids that was with us and another adult wanted to go to. It holds up to five people and it was taking forever for us to get started. My son didn't get to go because everyone else done already filled up the count of people and I was mad. I waited for a very long time to get a life jacket and never get one. Everyone kept fooling around I wanted to leave already. The guy I was with was the only one who could find a life jacket he had one on. The kids that was supposed to go on with us had something yellow around their necks but still was looking for the life jackets. By the time we find the gear to go do this our 2 hrs will be up. I can't believe no one is instructing us and I have to pay for this. I was so mad I really wanna experience this with you and now we cant find the gear and all these other damn people wanna go. I was just about to jump off the bridge I was so angry. Then some how I ended up in some house where there was these kittens running around. I told the guy I'm taking you home with me. Then he disappeared and so did everyone else. Then I just woke up.