beach life dream

I was standing at this beach with a few other people staring at the waves as tall as the guy trying to run from them and there was a casino around the corner to the left behind the stage in front was a large pole part of a bridge and I was standing next to some movie actor could of been robin Williams with a girl much younger then he but not his daughter. I took a photo of the waves coming in closer and almost got wet so everyone ran away. I was in my room at the hotel and this young girl had a pool out back with a whale inside it but I was afraid to touch it. Somehow when I did try to pet it my pants zipper leaned against the blow up pool it was in and popped it. I tried to get it back together then I left to find something. I was running around the hotel found a shop with chocolate boxes was temped to eat them since no one was around but instead I went out a back door which end up being the front door I seen a long road and lots of homes around. I went back in up the elevator then to find the room which the girl had the whale in a tub but they was gone. I was in the wrong room people was signing a business card on the wall  they told me I had the wrong room. I walked downstairs through the casino then back to look and couldn't find the girl with the whale but found someone who knew something about her and told her it was my fault and I ran off I hope it didn't die. I didn't know what to do but it was crazy keeping it in a room its too big for that it need a tank. I sat down at a picnic table with my head down. This married guy comes over and grabs my hands starts kissing my neck while I'm still laying on the picnic table I say stop don't do this your married and I don't want to be involved with that I'm saving myself for someone single. His family was running around the park on the slides and swings and I thought why couldn't I be like that and why are men so horrible? even the ones you think are honest aren't. Then the thought well if i was married and had kids and my man was cheating on me it would be better then to not have a family at all. but I didn't want to be the virgin who has never been on a date or married with kids and just always someones side slut trashy  female who gets nothing out of it. I was still feeling bad about the whale not knowing what happened but the waves was beautiful and that's all I remember about the dream.

worst feeling ever

It happened again I had another bad dream. I found someone who didn't see me and I kept following him around trying to be noticed. I got upset because he was seeing someone else not me. I watched them in their hotel while we all was there so I could interfere if they try to sleep together. Am I a crazy person and how come hes not noticing me? I sat with them as they talked about the day ahead and held hands. I wanted to kill her I hated her, so I followed them to the beach. There was this very very tall jack from the Nightmare before Christmas movie on the sand doing flips and everyone was watching. Everyone but them they ran off and this time I didn't follow. This lost puppy just stood there for awhile shed some tears and realized no matter how many times I try to be seen I'm not. I couldn't figure it out so I went to play poker. Then I woke up so I dunno what else happened.

not a very good dream

I was at a church and uncle glen was trying to get the preacher to dance and he wouldn't but yet he was throwing a football with him. Then he broke the window and and he said don't worry about it god with deal with it. Everyone else was yelling because they had to do something about it. I had to take the cats outside to the car because I was ready to leave but for some reason had to come back. Everyone started dancing to the music and talking. I need to go its been two hours and it s too hot outside for my cats they might die in the car and I kept getting stuck on this elevator shaft thing it wouldn't go to the ground floor. I was standing next to this guy who I kept telling him my cats are going to die if I don't get to them its too hot outside. When I finally got down to the ground floor there was a cup with one dollar and juice to drink. I was mad the guy took the dollar and i got juice but I was still trying to rush to the car. Somehow the cats wasn't in the car but lying in the street next to it. Their heads all wet and looking dehydrated I took the cup of ice I had and put the ice cubes against their mouths. One started licking it the other just laid there. I turned on the a/c and left. I had two tickets to go see my chemical romance and wanted to take my son because I didn't wanna go alone he didn't wanna go. I stood in a large crowd of people who all seemed to know each other. I wasn't having fun no more so I went and sat in the grass. When I woke up I looked to make sure my cats was still alive.

cruel and twisted

I was at some house where I had to find my way to the basement where the party was everyone was smoking and drinking and playing games dancing etc. Then I went out this elevator that lead to a hotel entrance with an airplane. I somehow left there and was in a hospital having a baby. As soon as I had it I walked out the hospital found the dad and instead of telling him about the baby I asked to look at his tattoos.  Then I left there I was walking around a city calling people to go to the hospital for a pick up no one wanted to. I seen someone I knew with her friend and asked her she just yelled at me for leaving the hospital in the first place. Instead of going back I went to one of my friends house and was talking to her we was about to get on a jet to see some band play. I kept getting smokes from her and then i changed my mind about going and went to go back to the hospital and not sure what happens next i woke up.

a moving nightmare

Jenny and her friend helped me move my stuff into some new place. After they left I was still going threw stuff and then my mom came over. I had 3 sinks in the kitchen and one was leaking why do I need 3 sinks? I dont like it here i wanna go home I didn't even see the bathroom or the upstairs, so I have no ideas what the bedrooms look like. I was too busy in the living room messing with my entertainment until I went for a walk with ryan. I looked out the windows first thinking I don't like this theres no view just some building and a street that scared me. We walked out front there was people but they didn't look like the type of people I like to know and there was nothing but a busy street which scared me. I got to thinking i'm not staying here I don't even know where I'm at where ryan will goto school I don't want him to end up poor I need to go back home where people become rich. We walked across and down there street and there was this historical tourist place or something with tons of boats. We was on the water I was like okay this would be nice if I owned a boat but I can't stay here I'll end up trespassing over here when I get bored. I can see it now locked up for taking a tube inside the water of historic waters. There was some sign that said route 53. I was like where are we? The place we moved into I don't think it has a pool or a gym and I was freaking out and outback was a ocean to the left which i couldn't see from the window. I'm not even sure if we are allowed to use it or not. My mom drove us around to visit some people that lived one place in the area, but everyone I seen I still didn't know where I was I kept saying I need to get back so I can call jenny and her friend to help me go back home I don't know where I am and I don't like it here and if I move and anyone tries to find me they won't know where I'm at. I was at someone place where they was a bench outback and it was really nice I was like I like this place better then the over one I'm not staying where I'm at. Finally Jen caught up with me and I told her I'm leaving tomorrow I'm not staying here you bring me to a place where I don't even know where I'm at don't make me move ever again without letting me know where I'm at first I took  a walk all I liked was the all you can eat seafood place and the boats, but the shithole I was staying in had no access to anything but a busy street where I'm get hit by a car. Which is another story while walking around I found this seafood place and everytime I tried to take a picture of its address it kept changing and these kids kept getting in front of the camera. After I woke up I was glad it was just a dream and I was back where I first lived and stayed.