worst feeling ever

It happened again I had another bad dream. I found someone who didn't see me and I kept following him around trying to be noticed. I got upset because he was seeing someone else not me. I watched them in their hotel while we all was there so I could interfere if they try to sleep together. Am I a crazy person and how come hes not noticing me? I sat with them as they talked about the day ahead and held hands. I wanted to kill her I hated her, so I followed them to the beach. There was this very very tall jack from the Nightmare before Christmas movie on the sand doing flips and everyone was watching. Everyone but them they ran off and this time I didn't follow. This lost puppy just stood there for awhile shed some tears and realized no matter how many times I try to be seen I'm not. I couldn't figure it out so I went to play poker. Then I woke up so I dunno what else happened.