Wednesday, September 24, 2014

beach life dream

I was standing at this beach with a few other people staring at the waves as tall as the guy trying to run from them and there was a casino around the corner to the left behind the stage in front was a large pole part of a bridge and I was standing next to some movie actor could of been robin Williams with a girl much younger then he but not his daughter. I took a photo of the waves coming in closer and almost got wet so everyone ran away. I was in my room at the hotel and this young girl had a pool out back with a whale inside it but I was afraid to touch it. Somehow when I did try to pet it my pants zipper leaned against the blow up pool it was in and popped it. I tried to get it back together then I left to find something. I was running around the hotel found a shop with chocolate boxes was temped to eat them since no one was around but instead I went out a back door which end up being the front door I seen a long road and lots of homes around. I went back in up the elevator then to find the room which the girl had the whale in a tub but they was gone. I was in the wrong room people was signing a business card on the wall  they told me I had the wrong room. I walked downstairs through the casino then back to look and couldn't find the girl with the whale but found someone who knew something about her and told her it was my fault and I ran off I hope it didn't die. I didn't know what to do but it was crazy keeping it in a room its too big for that it need a tank. I sat down at a picnic table with my head down. This married guy comes over and grabs my hands starts kissing my neck while I'm still laying on the picnic table I say stop don't do this your married and I don't want to be involved with that I'm saving myself for someone single. His family was running around the park on the slides and swings and I thought why couldn't I be like that and why are men so horrible? even the ones you think are honest aren't. Then the thought well if i was married and had kids and my man was cheating on me it would be better then to not have a family at all. but I didn't want to be the virgin who has never been on a date or married with kids and just always someones side slut trashy  female who gets nothing out of it. I was still feeling bad about the whale not knowing what happened but the waves was beautiful and that's all I remember about the dream.