so lizard

Some guy was jerking off and I was getting pissed because I'm tired of this shit. I can't even get a friend because every guy I talk to is jerking off. I was in this room where the grabbed this glass box and was making sure it was sealed all the way round. Then the lizard inside started moving around and I was like oh no I forget you was in there it's been like 3 years I haven't fed you. It started opening its mouth and black smoke was coming outta its mouth. I was really scared of it. Then I woke up.

sadness dreams

I had a dream again about you. I was so scared always afraid that some girl is going to steal you away from me. Maybe I lack confidence. Which is the most likely outcome for my love life. When I think about it we never take the time out to get to know each other. That's when I realized I live in a fantasy world. in this fantasy world you made the time to make me feel like I'm worth it. I'm special. I also become a better person because of you. You showed me how to be nice kindred spirit and spent time with me going to ____ and doing _____ please fill in the blanks. We smiled and gift each other not just items but a life embarked on a journey together and walked this unknown pathway. You are the light that the darkness ripped out of my heart. We make history together. I could only wish you was there through it all the good the bad the in-between. I want to enjoy the simple pleasures in life. Please respond back to me with love and acceptance. I'm tired of living with ghosts. It hurts. Help me embrace a new way of living with new purpose give me the love I'm currently broken and missing out on. I'm so tired of screaming out into the void. Help me make this work. I need you here. 

friends home

I don't really remember how this dream started. I was at this guy's house and I was in an room with a den size closet. Why was I hiding in there? I'm not sure but it had two doors. One Infront of me and one to my left. My dreamy bf came to get me out of there and we went someplace else he told me to go into the attic to wait while he did something. While in there there was this girl who lived there and I became jealous of her living in the same house as my dream man. It did seem like it was separate from the rest of the house though like she was just living in her own space and the rest of the place was another family. My friend finally came back from whatever he was doing and started talking with me. We talked about floating in the waters and stuff. Then we talked about food and ate together. Somehow we ended out side and I was looking at flowers and we started talking about them and how beautiful they are. All I could think about is how beautiful you are but I couldn't bring myself around to saying it. You hypnotized me I just want to live in this moment forever. Then we started talking about music and travel. Then we watched the sky and started making up short stories. I wanted to get closer to you maybe even kiss you but I held myself back I was too scared you'd run off. Then I woke up. 

 

hospital nightmare

I had a nightmare and woke up and felt like it would never end. I was running around a hospital asking for help to find the location for the documents and could never find it. Everyone I bummed into or asked for help just had me going up and down elevators floor to floor but I couldn't find help. I just got out of the hospital and then my son's feet got chopped off somehow and I was trying to find a doctor to put him back together he wasn't even old enough to walk yet. Still no one would help and I just kept running around asking and begging for help. 

nightmare d

I left my mom and aunts car and walked into the ice cream in shop. I grabbed the biggest cup 🍵 could be find an it looked in like a bucket. It took me forever to get my order. Some guy at the register gavee this cream thing that looked like a 🧽 but it was all the flavors I asked for but it not my shake. He gavee a box with receipts and some other things. I went back up after I ate and said where's my shake? I gave him the box of stuff and said I don't know what this is or for but I didn't ask for this. Then he wanted to contact athorties.  Like what for I bring back the stuff you handed me and I'm still waiting on my shake. I left my shoes at the table. Some people was maybe high. See guy was like look at her this girl in the binki was sliding across sething like it was a slippery table. I'm like what is she doing there's kids following behind her. Then I went back to get my shoes some foreign Indian women took them. I told her look at my feet their mines. Why would I be bare footed if they wasn't. So I went to leave and noticed one ofy shoes looked blue I'm like these aren't right I had to black shoes. She followed me outside and so I beat the shit out of her and left. Mom and aunt left I had to Uber home. I get into this white bus type car ride thing with all these strangers. I like where is he going I guess I have to wait until my turn I hope this doesn't cost me more I was thinking my head. the driver stops at a bar and  I'm Like well I'm go stretch my legs tired of sitting here. I looked I the bar was empty so I said screw this got back in the car. Then all the people came back into the car too. Then we was riding thur a ghetto and then the driver stood up and came in the back talking. I was opening this packet of hand sanitizer. It was gross it had brown shit come out of it. I'm like what the hell is this but yet it had pretty flowers imprint. Then the driver says see what it can do?  I'm far in the back because I switched spots because some of those other passengers was sitting on top of each other and I wanted to be alone. I'm like haven't you done illegal activity today? Then bam the car flips sideways on the wall and lands on it's tires after that I'm screaming let me the hell outta here. Then I'm walking and this boy on a bike that looks like an baby's walker is driving next to me talking. This other guy comes over with a walkie talkie playing back stuff where he said my name.  Like how the hell you know my name I've never said my name. I told some other guy follow me I know the area I'm go someplace and walk into a better area cause it's dangerous. He said when you got into the bathroom at the library that's my name see the writing on the back of my shirt it looks like that. Somehow I was in a tunnel alleyway and this black girl went under my legs and started licking my pussy and I was telling her yeah mommy suck my pussy and after awhile get up for air to breathe. Then I'm horny looking around for a guy to fuck. Not sure what happened after I woke up like what the hell did I just dream about?

wet hot dream

I followed this guy off a stage to this foreign country where he was being mistreated. We ended up alone in some place where we had hot steamy love making. Somehow we was on a ship where this sea creature kept trying to get at me. It had a circular saw for hands and was sliding up the ships rails. I tried to save the guy and he tired to protect me but somehow we got lost from each other. I woke up with my heart racing it felt so real. 

escalator

I was with Jenny and I was following you around again. We was in some huge mall where I chased you up the escalator. You recited a song for me I fell off the side of the rail you reached over to lift me up. Somehow we ended up on the bottom floor when up was where you was going. You told me it was ok to kiss you so I did. I went to your door and knocked for you then somehow this girl maybe your sister. I tried to help her not do drugs but she had some guy come around and infect her with it again. I tried everything I could to stop it but it just was no use. I just don't know what else to do but I needed you.